wow. its been a while, i didn't realize how long. i've been both busy and just adverse to posting...
my life is going through a lot of craziness right now... still struggling with work issues that i cant really change or fix. they are what they are thanks to the higher powers...
living here in SV still has not gotten easier, and while i realize that i haven't exactly put the greatest of efforts into making it work, i still feel like if i was meant to stay here for the long haul that things would just have worked out a little better... i have some home projects that i already started that probably and realistically wont be done til sometime in June, but once they're done the house goes on the market.
its going to be really hard telling my direct boss, i know he's going to be crushed--both from the fact that i'm leaving, and that he'll have to deal with the aftermath thats gonna be freakin' ugly. i guess in respect to him, i should really start to get things organized and tied up around here so its not too brutal on him and my replacement.
i'm also going through some tumultuous times with Brad. we had the classic (forgive my lame reference) Mars/Venus thing last week, where i couldnt stand it any longer and had to ask "where is this all going?! what are you thinking!?! do you even like me?!?". and his response was classic dude style... "um i dont know. i dont really know! this must not be working out!! we should end this!" it wasnt very fun. but we've talked since and are trying to figure out for real what the deal is. i have no idea what the outcome is going to be. but i do know that i really, really like him.
oh, and remember the famous stove blowout of a while back? yeah well that crazy bitch is at it again. this time she's writhing in envy over the fact that her finace and i went on an epic snowboard trip--FOR WORK--and that we ended up spending one night out of like seven in the same hotel room. thats the salt in the wound and she cant hang. and in addition to her freaking on her fiance, she somehow feels the need to drag me into the situation by reaming me out... i told her yesterday over lunch (or lack thereof) that i didnt have time for her high maintenance needs. yuck. it was ugly but i'm glad its over.
too much freakin' drama in my life right now, i can tell you that.
am looking forward to Eryn's bday trip to Powell and spending some time home in San Diego.
hope you all are well.
xo,
.liz
