the tundrah blog

i really have an urge to wipe out this entire blog. it seems all of my posts, at least recently, have been really negative. this used to be fun for me to do, now i hate it.

my life is really painful and difficult right now, for more than one reason. the main, and i'm sure most obvious one, is that Brad and i have split, or rather he has split from me, in a way that was really horrible and unexpected.

work as always, continues to be rough seas, and on friday i'm talking with my boss about my issues and likely departure from the company. (there is a chance they may offer to keep me, working in SoCal, but i'm not holding my breath.)

i miss my family and close friends horribly, as well as just the safe and content feelings that i have when i'm home in Enc/Cardiff. i cant wait to get back.

i think until further notice, this thing is done. if you want to get in touch, please email me directly, and i'll let you know on here if and when my main (work) email address changes.

well-wishes to you all.
best,
.l